Meme Me *smiles*

YAY! I felt a wee-bit cheerful today, so I might be doing some tagging :D It’s not somewhat difficult at all… Simple questions with random pictures from Flickr! So yeah, let’s start now!



The Questions:

1. What is your nickname : Bella
2. What is your favorite food : Nando’s
3. What high school did you go to : SMKS9
4. What is your favorite color : Brown
5. Who is your celebrity crush : Pharrell Williams
6. Favorite drink : Iced Tea
7. Dream vacation : Seeing Stars
8. Favorite dessert : Chocolate Mud pie
9. What you want to be when you grow up : Never-ending Lover
10. What do you love most in life : Myself
11. One Word to describe you : Indecisive
12. Your Flickr/Facebook/Myspace name : sisterofheaven

If you'd like to do it too here's what you do:
- Open three windows.
- One with the list of questions, another open to Flickr and ready to do an image search, and a third to Big Huge Labs' Mosaic Maker (create a mosaic with 4 columns and 3 rows).
- Answer the first question, put your answer in the search field on Flickr and choose one of the images from the first page to represent your answer.
- Click on the photo then copy and paste the url into the #1 spot on the Mosaic Maker.
- Do that for all 12 questions, then click create and post the results to your blog!

AND I WANNA TAG

ALL THE SOULFUL PPL IN MY LISTING!

BAHAHAHA!!

Deeper Conversation

What have I been doing the last few days back? Thanks to Cik Sunshine, I’m able to enjoy great stocks of melancholic songs *wink* and as Love comes knocking at my door, all those mixed-up feelings flows in and out again. It feels like a well-capped glass bottle in the middle of an endless sea. Being pushed down by the waves and pulled up by the gravity.

I kept on listening to Yuna (thanks to Fiona for putting a link to download), and also Kokokaina (introduced to me by Cik Sunshine). Somehow, they remind me of Eisley too at times. It fun to know that we have these talents among our Malaysians *smiles* Ok, so last week I went to Youth ’09 at PWTC on Sunday. It was FUN :D and disappointing at certain levels.

The plan of the day was to go there for a while and find Yuna’s EP, see a dear friend who I’ve missed so much *winks at maviceplaytoy*, snap a few pictures then go to Midvalley and watch movies. Eventually when I got there (with Najmi, my Facebook friend), the place wasn’t as crowded as I imagined. Hence, I decided to stay longer :D Najmi was happy *LOL* And so, the journey begins. Saw the UOX booth and started searching for a single shiny bald head for me to poke his tummy. After going around the booth saw him getting started with Guitar Heroes? *Tapping his arm and he turns around* YAY! And what a big big hug I got! Few pats on the head too *smiles* thanks for that, darl… You know how much I need all that XD Snappy few pictures of him and move on to see other things.

There’s the Battle of the Bands – which few of the bands were awesome. Coolies, the bands were singing Damien Rice song, Phantom of the Opera and… Erm, well I’m not a big fan of loud, rock music… those are the two songs that I have heard of. Ouh! I saw High Voltage? Then I saw Bubu as the drummer… and finally I saw Sheena snapping pictures at the other side of the stage. *LOL* After that, went upstairs and ate Twisties Lurve thingy… I love it, of course. There’s not much a thing going on up there, so we went back down to the main hall.

Mingling with the snakes at Rakan Muda booth :D Now, THAT’S FUN! Pythons, mangrove snakes all around me… Ah! How I wish Damien would grow as big as them XD Collected few freebies at Don’t Panic! booth. Went to the Street Dance Workshop to see the cute nerdy Chinese girls and boys dancing and jingling their buttocks ;) OUX baldy did drop by for a while he’s having his lunch break to meet me there. We chatted and teased about little stuff while enjoying all the swinging butts in front of us. Around 2.30 pm, he went back to his booth, whilst I and Najmi continue watching the Street Dance competition till 4-ish. That’s when my “boolat” tummy starts grr-rum-bell-ling!

So I texted my boyfriend,*cough* asking where he is. He said he’s here (finally), so I wanted to see him first before going anywhere else. Met him at the entrance door and talked for a while. Saw Hellmy too. Baldy saw me there and I called him to meet my boy (wah, can I say baldy all the time? It really sounded cute for you lah, darl… Not on any grounds to ejek you ok… You kan memang comel… haha! And you know I never call you by your name kan kan :P ) – and yes, I remembered my face when I called you to come over x_x *ROFL* Talky a bit bout him wanting to do that ‘look-I’m-standing-on-my-head-everywhere-I-go’ signature picture after we all comes back after late lunch.

Thankies lah Najmi for the Pizza-Hut… Lalala! Ouh and if you guys are eating at Pizza Hut, The Mall, do look for Budin :D he’s awesome! Hahaha! After burping and such, went back to PWTC and meet Wani, Baim, Jasmine and others at LomoWall :) Got huggies and kissies from Wani and Jasmine, when Najmi courage himself to go and talk to Yuna, Double-YAY! Najmi got himself Yuna’s EP and autographed by the lady herself :D Lepaking at Open Mic section to see up till Wani’s performance. Somewhere at that point, I felt like crying XD ahh! Shiessh!

Without saying goodbye (for reasons that I won’t share here in my blog), me and Najmi went straight to see Love Me Butch performing at Hall 2. Swarming myself with all those people and sounds to kill the pain inside, hell – IT DOES NOT WORK! And Love Me Butch lyrics doesn’t help either XD haha! My savior, si Baldy came to the rescue. I don’t think with him I need to tell everything… he just knows *smiles and pats my head*

Yuna’s performance was awesome and she sounded better performing live! Bunkface was great too XD All and all, the even t was great :D Ouh, and thankies again for sending me home, ya darl *smiles* seriously I don’t know what to do lah =.= for all the pictures you can go to my Facebook photos – Youth 2009 album :D

And ouh! Matthew said that he would manage to pull some few strings and perhaps bought a ticket few years later to come here and visit me! *wishful thinking*

p/s : when could we finally have a deeper conversation, love?

Alfie : "See, compliments when least expected"

Sweet talking, compliments, everybody loves it. Man, woman have been using it since God knows when to innocently expressing what they feel or even to flirt and lure whoever they want. It made you blush, smiles, and most importantly that warm fuzzy feeling that fills your heart. Made you feel better, feel loved, made you feel you’re somewhat important and it’s good to be living. ROFL! Yeah, that sounded a tad overly dramatic *chuckles*



I’m one of those people who hate compliments. I remembered at the old days, I would reply each and every compliments with an “Eleehhh…”. A gesture of saying “yeah, right LOL”. And then, one of the things I learned in my study years, “Always say thanks when people complimenting you”. Hence, then forward, I did. Though there are times that I still use the old gesture whenever I feel that the compliments are too big for me; or whenever I feel that I’m not worthy of it.



Most of my friends who knows me pretty well would say I’m too modest for my own good. I guess in a way, it IS a bad thing indeed. Somehow other people perception of me would be that I am lacking of confidence. Heck, I don’t know. That’s just me, I guess.



And like SOME who knows, I’m a big sucker for most proper English conversations. Yeah, I know I’m not that good with English, but it doesn’t hurt to be drooling for one *winks* I easily fall for someone who speaks proper English, who corrects my grammar and who uses words that makes me Googling for its meaning. Therefore, any stupid perverted man who flirts with me in Malay, would unfortunately be neglected. Chit-chattering with no valid points with silly low-graded jokes too would be neglected. Ah! Talking about jokes, that reminds me of Russell Peters. You guys should REALLY REALLY Google him up :D and watch his videos! Now, THAT’s FUN! Talking all the time how big is my breast or how perfect it would be if it’s in your squeezing-reach is a SELF-KICKING-YOU-AWAY from moi. *LOL* babytalks, too much of abbreviations are such a turn off too.



Haha! Ok, what the heck am I gibberish-ing about right now exactly? Let me stop myself right now before I go more into poetry and sonnets, Shakespeare, Tennyson or Christina Rossetti x_x
Oh, by the way, how is your New Year’s celebration? Me, like always; sitting at home doing nothing. I’m not a big fan of crowded places and being suffocated with too many happiness and joy. Huahuahua! I tend to feel oh-so lonely! Melancholic, melancholic, lalala~

*****

“No darling, you’re lovely
In fact you’re a man’s dream and fantasy rolled into one
You’re beautiful and smart, you’re sexy to boot, your smile melts hearts

And you're all woman
You love your man and you'd do anything for him

You’re a romantic
And you fill everyone’s heart with hope and wonder
You’re sugar and spice and everything nice”

- A lovely friend said it to me few days back. How it makes me smiles a lot. Thank you, darling. It means a lot to me. No flirty, sweet talking… A naked compliment when LEAST expected *smiles*

*****

I am worried still bout my HUKM result. Gonna have my appointment on the 7th. And I need to find a new place to stay. I’m thinking about renting my own house. We’ll see how far that would go, yes? My housemate finally being such a pain in the ass… Who’s volunteering to help me move out? *ROFL*

And out of all those mess, I love my life right now. I got all my lovely friends who cares and love me, I got no enemies; as far as I could think of – even those who involves with me the last time became good friends afterwards. And I’m with someone who loves me and believe it or not, it grows deeper each time *blushes* (well, on my side... idk bout him LOL!)

Still learning about him though :)

The Soulful

And as time passes by, I met these great peoples that I simply adore :

The Irresistable Chaos

WonderArtCreativ Fashion • Chantek Teemor • Nabil Zamanhuri • N*E*R*D • Mangosteenskin • Poulili • Molly • Hidayah Admar • IcedNyior's Eats • Raja Petra • RIP Yasmin Ahmad • RIP Superheroes • Filtration of Ideas! • Releaselog!

Two, Double O and a Nine :D

And Happy New Year 2009 to everyone *smiles* !

Holiday started early for me, and my office has been closed from Christmas up till 4th January 2009. Hence, the non-updating blog. SORRY! Like last year, lets recap my last year resolutions to see whether or not I did achieved those things I’ve aimed for :D

· To be HAPPY and getting rid off any sorts of elements that makes me UNHAPPY, and yes, this implied to HUMAN as well.
– YES :D and finally I’m learning to say “no” when I don’t want to :)

· To be a tad optimistic about myself. And bear in mind that people are not perfect. And it’s not MY FAULT things happen that way. Well, not ALWAYS.
– YES :D there are times that I kinda goes back to my ‘melancholic’ self, but all and all I do think I’ve been a tad more optimistic and go for whatever I want and not holding myself ;)

· To be freaking REALISTIC about life. I know the fact of real life, but I tend to dream more than that. And in the end, I would be the one who’s shattered into pieces. Yes, LESS WISHIN and HOPIN’.
– YES :D I don’t think I need to write down about this one to the world. But yes, there are things that had happened and pull me away from the ground. But I’m able to stick myself back to the ground and accept things in life and know where I stand.

· Being in love is hard, so yeah, I think I better start all over again. Men, Women, I am SINGLE and AVAILABLE physically (mentally, perhaps would take time). So yeah, DATE me! LOL!!
– YES :D I did go for a few dates, there are some that I enjoyed going out with and some that are irresistibly annoying! FYI, I’m no longer single and available ;) *ROFL*

· Work harder and get more organized. Really need these things done! And at the end of this year, I’m gonna ask my boss for a raise!
– YES :D I did get a raise of RM500 more :D woot woot!

· Always learn to clean up my room and do laundry more often. Gussy up myself more, coz I never know what the day would lead us to. *GRIN* (getting the hang of optimistic I guess).
– YES, NO, and YES :P Cleaning up my room, yes :) Laundry… not really doing it, just send them out to the cleaners. While gussy up myself is a hell yeah! Eh, wait… IDK! Did I?

· Learn more new things about PHOTOGRAPHY, PHOTOSHOPPING, plus DRAWING; and make use of the things that I bought CAMERA, LENS (thanks, Teddy), COLOUR PENCILS, DRAWING BLOCKS.
– YES :D there’s the first birthday party that I took the job for and get paid, picture being sold, there’s the KINKED photoshoot, Ted’s Lighting Workshop, got to know more friends on the photography line, went to few awesome places and snap pictures, thanks to those people who involved directly and indirectly :D

· READ all the books that I bought!!!! And I got 10 of them not read!
- YES x_x Well, I did read few of the books that I’ve bought… and I’ve bought myself another few more :P

· WATCH all the DVD’s that I bought too!! Gosh, you don’t want me to name all of them! Too many!
– YES :D Finally I’ve watched all soo many DVD’s that I’ve bought and like the books, I bought a few more too again :P

· SETTLING debts! Yes, got few of them… sorry you guys. I’m trying here!
– Would you just be such a doll and let me take the money and be happy about it? *ROFL* j/k! I’ll try, ok :) and to that one person, I really am annoyed right now at you! When are you gonna pay my money back? Sheish! And not returning my text message. Damn you *grr*

· MANAGE a better financial account for myself! I want to prove to my bestie that I can do this!
- HAHAHAHA! NOOOOOOOO!

And yes, thru all the hard work, camera-whoring, dating, I still am BELLA; and in LOVE with MYSELF. And still remembers who I really am, where I start off and people that help me along the way *smiles*

Now, for the New Year’s Resolutions :D Much, much more simpler version since I don’t think I have to convince myself with anything or pushing myself too hard this time around :D

· Being BELLA :D
· Be HAPPY
· Maintaining my weight? LOL!
· Buy a speedlight (right now I’m thinking of Nissin ajalah!)
· Go with a photography business (gah! Do I really need to start off with weddings?)
· Go to a holiday getaway :D with my love? Yes?
· Finally taking driving lessons?
· More photoshoot! More models! More ideas :D
· Smile and smile more and more

Ah! I’m in love :D Heck, I’m smiling all the time right now :) thankies, darl *giggles*